Time has reered its optimistic head in my face in the fact I have some free time to update this stie and tell the world I haven't died out on them, just have been overly busy with school, and most likely getting hired at Papa Murphy's.

Things have blossomed and developed in my life, and honestly, I'm a bit scared to move forward. Lately thoughts doubting my past "two" years have been brewing, and it makes me wonder how sane I'd be able to keep myself and/or someone else. Apparently, I've a very complex woman, from what others tell me. Hell, I love taking chances and everything, but, when it comes into involving other people's emotions and feelings, I get leery. I don't like hurting others, and that's all I've been getting from people the last year. Fuck, it's so utterly desturbing how we do that, as an instinct, just so we can be on top. Our genetic code has such control over our mind. Survival of the fucking fittest. Darwin is a fucking genious, in so many ways.

Opinions are so various in the world, it's hard to find what "the truth" is, and most likely, there isn't one. You're pretty much just living an opinionated life, and see where it takes you in such a crazy, twisted up world. Ahh, insanity, the only thing that keeps me sane.

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